Imagine If

2010-06-03T08:56:00.000+08:00

oi commit suicide kau tkd originality eh -.-

2010-06-02T16:59:00.002+08:00

BOGOR trip was the best. All the days were filled with joy and laughters. It was really fun to get to know each and everyone of them deeper and see how amazing they are. You are treated like somekind of a special person and you will feel touched once you know what they've prepared for you. I have nothing much to say cause this trip is just too wonderful (: can't wait for 4th july :D miss you all !!

lastly ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIJIA :)

2010-05-21T18:10:00.001+08:00

the only thing i wish is for my parents to stop comparing me with afikha , stop comparing me with everyone just STOP

2010-05-16T08:42:00.003+08:00

afikha afni ismail AKA channelle's date ( muahaahaha) where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ? okay im laughing by myself and i'm singing loudly not singing actually shouting to be specific HAHA aisyah crazy . and oh to that extra person , mcm kawan aku ckap malas nk gaduh dngn' fools' lah , kalau gaduh dngn 'fools' proves there are two kau paham ? tk tau crite yg kali diamdiam ah -.- X - TRA your words don't hurt me a single bit , i have my pride and dignity remember that aitez . tkp aku tngh happy bye HAHA

2010-05-15T21:10:00.001+08:00

when i'm sad it reminds me of ' haiy , i'm sad ' and i find it freaking funny hhahahahahhahah

2010-05-15T14:05:00.002+08:00

i'm glad i made that decision , i'm glad i left everyone i met and met you . Now no one knows for sure where my way is leading but i hope it's leading towards you (L) i don't know why but something inside me says i'm in love with you deeply . the only thing left is to pray to god and thank him for what god have done for me , thanks (L)

2010-05-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

i hope 3, can sing like you do :P

2010-05-14T14:40:00.003+08:00

i had nothing better to do so i thought of taking a break from revising my science and snap some pictures to entertain myself so ya.My exams are going pretty well actually expected it to be damn hard but manageable especially science , fuh luckily. Ah yes , thank you for actually telling me what kind of bitch you are (: yes my bestf was right 'cheap' describes you the best -.- stating that you wish to have bikinis top and whatever shit that i don't seem to understand let's just say that i find it ludicrous -.-. I have my pride and dignity and atleast i don't talk behind people's back like someone does. Oh well , my time is precious and i don't wish to waste it on you two -.- Had a great week with chanelle and yes our dnt teacher is veryvery understanding :D . Though i have nothing much to say, i'm very happy today (: and my life won't be the same without chanelle she's someone i need in life and yes i treasure unlike someone (:

2010-05-12T15:33:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHA /

2010-05-12T11:37:00.004+08:00

oh ikha , i hope you know to whom i'm refering to . clue ? the one we've been talking about whole day . yes people this is life , when something good happens it won't stay for long , something bad will happen sooner or later but once we make it through it's over, something bad doesn't last forever but happiness surely will :D oh well , when somethings fall apart it's meant for somethings to fall together (: ohmygod ikha , believe it or not i'm still thinking of lily's face when she's( LOL ) born paham2kan je lah!

2010-05-12T11:33:00.000+08:00

I hope you do <3

2010-05-10T11:48:00.002+08:00

hi justin bieber/tom kaulitz i luv you , i wish this words were much more easier to say to 3(L)

2010-05-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

alaaa ! nnti satu hari aku dng 3(L) amek gmbr lagi cute lah xD HAHA k bye

2010-05-08T18:41:00.001+08:00

i'm supposed to study but i can't cause i'm thinking of someone i miss the most all day long ,haiy ! ikha i need ur wild imaginations lah HAHA

2010-05-07T19:16:00.002+08:00

i don't understand a single thing .. haha sorry i don't have the mood and time to waste my time to think it through i rather waste my time missing 3 (L)

2010-05-07T06:23:00.000+08:00

before you call someone that has a bitchy attitude think about who were the ones that sent you back home halfway when you were crying like you were gonna be dead aites ? .. see people good people don't deserve bad gifts so yeah

2010-05-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

haaah , kalau kau tk bace blog aku , cmne kau tau aku pngl kau bitch kan ? ah kau tngk .. tipu lagi haiyaa .

2010-05-05T19:51:00.004+08:00

oh ya man , what a bitch. plus someone that has no originalities :D We didn’t even ’ accuse you wrongly neither did we misunderstood’ what we said was definitely true oh so what you’re trying to say is that your boyfriend knows your previous boyfriend ? if you don’t freaking know what i’m referring to, go and check your own mistakes cause i have no time to make you realize. If you had the guts, you could just post does things at your own blog and not secretly post it at your tumblr which none of us know and this thing your doing is actually talking behind our back which is ridiculous. I don’t wish to be a primary one kid fighting about this stupid matter but still atleast i have the guts to post this and let you know how much hatred i feel towards you right now. Alright ? thanks.

Before i end this post, i’ve had a blast for this past few days and besides shifa’s birthday is tomorrow and i’m happy for her cause she’s turning a year older, luv you shifa (L). Enjoyed most of my time with my beloved bestfriend. Today was the awesomest laughed like hell and yes afikha the ziana zain convo is very funny besides that i had alot more fun(: Oh yeah , and this proves that i had more fun than you did and also that life is better without you frankly (: and the prove is , we’re the ones laughing loudly in class which means we’re having so much fun and your post is probably just a ’ make up ’ story !

luv hht (L) !

2010-04-30T13:42:00.001+08:00

rase marah tapi macam happy gitu , happy gile . and fuck that gelap jamban girl merepek nk mampus bye

2010-04-29T19:05:00.005+08:00

CAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU THINK AND NOT WHAT WE THINK. this matter does not involves death -.- oh well , let's see who will be the one breaking the most heart(S).. oh my you will surely will. Please i'm really tired with this shit, if you don't realize who was there for you and who was not it's best for you to forget everything. Our sacrifices are so unappreciated and we don't deserve this. oh yeah , been here A LOT OF TIMES .

2010-04-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

You see you can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

Gave you all of me and you played with it

2010-04-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

the point is i just don't want to be disappointed again.

2010-04-28T17:53:00.002+08:00

oh you know what , i don't freaking care anymorelah. maybe i should just keep it cool and just freaking shut up just for the sake of not screaming at you. and you know whatever okay , be someone else alright immitate others alright the only thing i have to say is BE YOUR FREAKING SELF BITCH. bye

2010-04-25T19:20:00.001+08:00

SUARE HAHA , MUST SHOW AFIKHA ASAP . okay i'm so lazy to do my eng hw on jamie ape tah . the passage doesn't make sense PADEHAL TK BACE .

2010-04-24T07:57:00.002+08:00

morning ! see the picture above ? it's for the class play so juniors ! vote for 2N2 thank you . so afikha , how was your dream ? XD HAHA anyway , we scored very well for math ! same marks MUAHAHA

2010-04-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

i had nothing better to do so i snapped some pictures . FYI , i've not edit this picture but i wish my cheeks were like sheryl aw's . For this whole week it felt like you're in hell. Alright i should mind my words cause everyone knows that hell is hotter . I must admit sec 2 life is so hectic but i've been doing well in my studies . Even though the road was rough was entertain by John all the way , he with his ' CLASS , QUIET' face HAHA . Today was probably the worst HAHA !!! BUT STILL ENJOYABLE AH . I FORGET WHAT HAPPEN AH CAUSE THE ONLY THING I REMEMBER IS .... AFIKHAAAAAAAAA,BYEEEEEE !!! HAHA ikhaa , you do know that this isn't the first time right SECOND LEH SO TOUCHING LEH AHAHAHAHAH WALAU . I THINK , SECOND TIME ONE LAGI CUTE :P MUAHAHA

2010-04-19T17:28:00.001+08:00

from ikh(a)isyah ;
so this is what you do ? lie to guys and even your friends to look innocent . Oh , you know what you've played the game with the wrong person . and yeah , the word bitch describes you the best . bye

lastly , FUCK YOU! BYE

2010-04-18T08:43:00.001+08:00

IKHA ACHIK SPIN DA MENINGGAL :(

2010-04-17T21:02:00.002+08:00

OH DENGARDENGAR BANYAK PE PROBLEM . -.- KALAU CAKAP GITU STAKAT NK ORG KESIAN KAN , TKYA SUDAH . PASAL LAGI BNYK ORG YG BETULBETULNYE SUSAH LAGI YANG PERLUKAN ADVICE AKU ..bye

2010-04-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

speak for yourself , you're not the only one going thru those shitz there are others like me . weird thing is , when you're having problems you don't even have time to entertain ... (fill it in yourself) but you do . see the difference now ? -.- damn , damn angry . sorry suddenly . bad day , every saturday . oh atleast you could tell your problems to your boyfriends like you usually do including us well last time since now you talk to your guy friends more so yeah bye .

2010-04-16T20:40:00.001+08:00

i don't deserve this

2010-04-16T19:27:00.003+08:00

oh , wow , didn't expect that ikhaa was that mad cause she wasn't talking much today so i expect it to be normal to her and i'm the one supposed to be damn mad . Oh well , now i know that we're both extremely angry . You should know what the definition of ' friend ' is . You should know we were the ones always pulling you up when you're down well now i'm not that sure since now you have a whole lot of guys whom you can flirt around with and will always make you happy . Or should i say they will be the one breaking your heart sooner or later . i've been thru it and i don't wish to go thru it again but you're different . put it on pause , i've just signed in to my msn and i've got an email . Alright , you should get the facts right first . If you know we're friends then you should have trusted us the way we trusted you isn't that true ? Alright the point is , we're all still young .. okay wait before i talk about this .. you don't have to be like us , ikha and i have the same mindset something like that since i don't know how to put it into words . I'm trying to say that , ikha knows what i've been thru and so do i but in the mean time you don't have to be like us and say you're gonna step back from love , but then after a week you stead with this guy called r .. that isn't called step back from love . so let's continue , we're all still young to fall in love , it's impossible to find true love at the age of 13 cause it's definitely impossible to get married at the age of 13 true ? you have to have some time to get to know one person , 24 hours is definitely not enough . OKAY whatever , i'm not you , you choose . cause it's your life , i have no right changing you into becoming someone .. so yeah , your life , your choice bye

malas lah nk bebual bnyk , hidup kau (: . YOUR SMELL IS MY OXYGEN !

EH IKHA AKU DA TAU NAME SI TISSUE PAPER TU APE HAHAHAHAHAHAH , HAPPY GILE , TAU TK PE . BYE ANGKAT CALL AKU LAH

2010-04-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

i luv you dominic . Sabra is a good dancer i've gotta say , she's a great dancer and she deserves it . She won so you think you can dance for season .... i don't remember :D a short post that's all . just to remind you guys i'm not dead heh :D

2010-04-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

School has been great especially PE , i never thought the lesson i hated the most happens to be the one i love the most . And school wouldn't be fun without my fellow classmates such as isshafiq ( couughhhh ) , ice ( devesh bestf ) and not to forget my bestfriend. As you all know i was so frantic yesterday well maybe not cause i'm alittle bit tired hehe. But the only thing i know is that i'm happy yesterday and for those of you who know the reason why then keep it to yourself , i appreciate that , thanks . And today ! i saw r , not actually him but his brother :( oh well , luckily they look alike heeeh . I will be busy this few days as exams are just around the corner i would like to strive for the best and hopefully i will . I've got to study hard on my math as well as mother tongue , oh shit talking about mother tongue i gotta re-do my mother homework just in case :D hehe , bye ! Oh ya ! that song above is so niceeeeeee :P dedicated for r <3 YAY

2010-04-07T17:06:00.001+08:00

nak guitar for bday

2010-04-03T18:49:00.003+08:00

i have no idea why i feel damn sad right now , i need my bestfriend right now but i keep backspacing the msges i type . Something is just not right and i have no idea what . Thanks to my brother for accompanying me at home since yesterday . Seeing your face just destroys the day , i'm so fed up with you acting innocent E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E but just you wait , i will find the perfect timing to tell your boyfriend everything even if he doesn't do anything about it i really think he deserve to know what kind of bitch you are . So what if you mean something to my world well that's what you think to me your nothing but just another useless human being . And stop destroying my life , it's because of you i don't get the attention i should have received , the love i should have got in returned . I shouldn't have fall for all your empty promises to you it might be nothing but to me it hurts alot but how should you know you don't even bother to ask all you care about is your freaking damn boyfriend . I'll do whatever it takes to get what i deserve cause i certainly don't deserve this shit from you . oh you just wait .

Besides being angry about all that shit , i'm still sad . I'm certain that i feel sad cause of ---- , it's been a long time since we even talked . Nothing's gonna change my mind , you're still the best . You were the sweetest , believe it or not i still have all of those convos i had with you . How should i say this ? i have no idea , my blogsong reminds me alot about you and yeah , i miss everything about you . but whatever it is i know i shouldn't have let you go but , i've gotta move on (:

2010-04-02T11:18:00.002+08:00

ish , firstly we were trying to make it obvious just so you know :D

ICE YOUR BESTFRIEND

2010-03-31T17:35:00.002+08:00

chill guys , take a step back from falling in love. chillax , there's plenty of time left to flirt around .

One thing for sure i know that this guy by the name of Shaiful has made the biggest mistake ever. If you think it is cool to toy with people feelings then you're wrong. Your target is on 14 year old girls cause you know they are weak and they will easily fall for you . You thought wrong , girls that has the same age as i do are NOT weak . If you want us just for your satisfaction then you should jolly well walk away . If you're so desperate to have sex , then do it with someone your age cause we girls are not interested with your dick . You should be ashame of yourself to be a guy who doesn't knows how to spell MANDI , BODOH and manymore. You should feel ashame as well for walking with my friend wearing a mendaki shirt . If you think you're a gangster then you certainly have no right to mix with me and my friends cause your behaviour is too much . Why should you break up with a girl just because she doesn't wants to kiss you and why should you spit out vulga to my friend when you should do that to yourself for being such a jerk . This behaviour of yours will ultimately lead you to ' having no girlf ' forever :D

2010-03-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

If you're so brave to say those words to me and my friends just because you're far away from us then i should have the guts to say this as well . Since you've been away , you have been a bitch towards us. To be frank with you , i actually knew that there was something bad about you. And yes i was right , you're some cheeky bitch. You flirt EVERYWHERE since you've been gone.I didn't expect you to be like what you are now . and oh , you're a big fat liar , you once said that" i don't like _ _ _ _ _ " and this GIRL whom she "hate" happens to be my senior from my school ( krg pndi2 guess kay) and when you're away, you start to get close to her and my friend asked ' i thought you don't like her ' and you said ' it doesn't matter now since i'm far away ' BITCH .

And to this guy as well , stop adding all my friends , idiot . Find your own. fcuk your words , so much of changing . Flirting everywhere as usual . Oh , you're att right ? that girl is so unlucky to have you (: cause your text msg-es are so boring and i've been wondering lately ' cmne lah aku leh suke kau dulu eh ' . I bet when you and your gf is fighting the only thing you will say is HAIY , I'M SAD .nonsense . i'm sorry if you're hurt by my words , don't be sad okay ? haiy -.-

And i still think , Z is the best.

no i think angah is the best :P

2010-03-27T15:46:00.003+08:00

I don't exactly adore miley cyrus but i have to say she's a great actress and singer :D
( i wanna watch this ! )

2010-03-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

Aisyah : eh it's syafiq !

Ikhaa : syafiq mane ?

Aisyah : yang aku pernah suke tuu..

Ikhaa : OHH !

* laughing *

Aisyah : eh , it's a girl laaaah !

Ikha : HAHAHAHAH !

* continue laughing *

Aisyah : EH ! SYAFIQ LAAAAAAAAH !

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA kay bye

2010-03-21T17:58:00.001+08:00

Yang mane lagi cute ? xD
i'm back !

2010-03-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

well my friend , that is not called changing (: i got the same bitch attitude from you the same as i did last time , sorry , you've gotta try harder cause in my point of view being single or att is not called 'change' . so yeah , wanna change ? put your heart and soul in it (:

oh , anyway , i'll be going to Afamosa tmrw . Miss me everyone and pray i'll be having a safe and fun trip :D I'll be going there with my family and not forgetting Said < he's so irritating yet funny LOL SAID BIEBER KATEKAN IKHA , if i'm sad nanti die nyanyi kan lagu ape ? Babyybabyybabby ooooooo bkn cm payung yg kite beli tu kn , betrayed us :P _______ chat with me ! Woah , like finally , well , atleast he has changed , no more gold coloured hair and typing .. i loike brother :D and that is what i call CHANGE (:

baby , i can't help it

2010-03-19T16:37:00.002+08:00

this has been my fav song ever .

'Cause everytime I breathe
I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me
Drowning in your love

2010-03-19T14:54:00.002+08:00

Who are you to call us liars ? What about you ? Don't act like you don't freaking lie before . What about PE ? You always lie to our teacher that you're sick and all that but actually you're not . Isn't that part of lying ? . You guys should know our reasons for not going and why we intend to make our own gathering , don't only blame it on us , what about yourself ? . Don't think that there's only a few malay pupils in our class that doesn't mean you can take advantage of us . If you wanna win so much then make yourself a winner . This simple matter ain't about winning or what , it's not about fighting or any nonsensical things . Why in the hell are you guys spitting vulgarities to us ? Don't you know this matter is your fault as well ? You should know we can't afford those kind of things , don't say we didn't mention it , my bestf said it clearly there's another place which can be rent only for 15 dollars and besides , for the games .. we can create it ourselves what ? please ah 50 dollars , 15 dollars ? alot of diff . We can save the rest for the other activities we wanna do what ? .

And yeah , if you guys don't even want to entertain us / talk to us cause we're liars then don't talk to yourself as well , cause i'm pretty sure EACH ONE OF YOU LIED BEFORE -.- . Judge yourself first before judging others . And please for god sake , it's alrd 2010 ! -.- i'm pretty sure you guys will read this so bye , ENJOY reading it . And yeah , it's all in proper sentences :D i hope

2010-03-16T18:48:00.001+08:00

You only fall in love once, the rest is merely practice to make sure your heart can take it.

gonna apologise to someone tmrw . however , i d k how to start the convo . Hope i won't end up crying :D

2010-03-15T10:25:00.002+08:00

Since i have nothing better to do , how about a post ? Okay , let's begin . Firstly i am totally frustrated . Why should a girl send a text msg to a girl saying that she's sad but is not willing to tell that someone her story . Attention Seeker , and the worst thing is that she type it out so so so so how should i describe it ? like how each and every minah would have d0ne it , get it ? . Nonsense .

Last friday , was awesome . Had a great time eventhough it was just about 5-8 people there . Then , there was this two girls that have no dignity at all wanted to find fault when we girls didn't even did a single thing .. And the weird thing is that they seem to flip their hair whenever one of the guys passed by -.- . Girls ..

Bestf went to Famosa ? i believe she's having a whole lot of fun there ! I miss her a whole lot ! And maybe i'm going there to on friday ! heeh . Ytd night was tiring . said is so noisy i tell you cnnt than

2010-03-15T09:05:00.001+08:00

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !

i love you todrick ! i wish to hear more from him but his out :(

2010-03-13T09:42:00.003+08:00

hope chu have a lot of fun :D i'll be missing ya ! chey aisyah sweet ah sister :P can't wait to see all the pictures (:

2010-03-11T18:11:00.003+08:00

you made my heart melt by playing a simple melody (L)

I'd be lucky to have someone like you in my life . I don't know why you should go thru this pain but i hope there will be someone better for you out there . And i know you wanna succeed in life but you're just too lazy to wake up in the morning to go to school , make an effort manz . Yeah , now i know it's the fact .. you're a great musician . And i will never forget those moments we spent together . I'm sorry if i hurt your feelings when i said ' i like your brother ' , but that's 'old crush ' . i know i'm so dumb to say that cause i was just one step ahead to be with you

The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them.

2010-03-10T18:39:00.001+08:00

he played it so lovely even though it was just a simple melody <3

2010-03-06T10:46:00.006+08:00

Hey you , yes I'm tired entertaining losers like you . If you know who you are then that's great . I just want you to know what a sore loser you are . And please , i hope we won't have any conversations ever again thanks . Cause it's 2010 and i should probably forget about you and move on :D .

my boyfs :P

I'm obsessed with their smile manz , unresistable .

Alright let's start . Do you guys freaking know how i feel right now ? I feel disgusted , angry ... everything . This three dudes are acting like kids . Nonsense , how could you guys hate each other for the same reason ! . Don't you realize ? What's all this shit , just to attract one girl's attention ? Let me tell you something , none of you are gonna get her -.- . Woah , i'm fuming till i can't think . nonsense , you guys are just nonsenseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2010-03-04T19:02:00.000+08:00

gi ane ? fuuuuuuuuuuuuuh , k bye

2010-03-04T06:08:00.001+08:00

TODRICK WAS AWESOME YTD AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THE JUDGES SAY IT WAS'NT THAT GOOD -.- Aaron kelly was still the best :P Tim was improving ! yay gd job

2010-02-26T18:06:00.002+08:00

Due to the feeling of frustration , sorry for vulgarities if any ~

Firstly , you're a pathetic loser . I don't freaking care who you are to my life now , i'm dehydrated man . Telling you the same thing over and over again but would chu just listen ? No , you rather listen to your friends . Firstly , i don't mind if they're good friends but the thing is they're worst then animals . Attitude like fcuking shit . Don't blame them if you end up like a sore loser in the future cause it's your fault to choose that path cause in life we have alot of choices to make and it's up to us to pick ,so don't freaking blame them .

The thing i'm so mad at is , why in the hell do you want people to smoke less when you yourself can smoke a whole box you idiot . Don't you find that just lame ? What ? ' kau rela nmpk diri kau sendiri merana ' ?stop sia with this jiwang shit -.- Please ah , friends with such shit attitude like that can be replace with a better person so stop it with your minah attitude .

Now , you definitely don't have the right to blame that guy cause he changed . LOOK AT YOU. woah , believe me , no point saying all of this . Cause the point is , you will never ever everever listen -.- just a simple thing to do and you just can't fulfill it , dumb .

The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live.”

2010-02-25T19:47:00.002+08:00

Back to posting humanz (: School is reallyreally hectic . I'm having stomach aches the whole week and i tell ya it's hurting a hell lot feels like inferno . However , i tired my best to participate in the activities during PE luckily it wasn't boring , played floorball , the sport i am most terrible at but still , i scored a goal :P yay . School became frantic when my bestf found out something which is really annoying i tell you haah . With the teeth and the posing haha . My stomach i s really really in pain , gtg now . bye .

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time Here comes the start of every sleepless night The first of every tear Im gonna cry Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never change
Ah yes , let's let memories of 2009 go away and away and away , i'm gonna let it go as simple as you fools did it :D

And now i'm inlove , guess who ? .................. first letter ? ask me personally :P

2010-02-19T19:54:00.001+08:00

oh i forget to tell ikhaa that cines is actually att alrd lah ! HAHA you know cine sape tak ? cines i mean :P . So yeah , i'm over it , you don't hve to slap me anylonger and again let me repeat this .. I'M OVER IT , fuhhhhhh !

2010-02-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

We never know a good thing till it's gone
Let me tell you guys something , that feeling that i wish i would never ever feel again , came back , i felt it again . But it felt so strong this time , it's like you freeze , you 'll shut up and do any stupid stuff that will make everyone around you laugh when you saw that special someone . You might as well fall on your knees but i've not reach that moment yet but i'msure there will be that moment , well i'm hoping it will never happen (: .

School was tiring yet fun . Watched Valentine's Day today , haa haa haaaha very funny i tell you . You guys better watch it before it's too late !

And now i'm wondering if i should tell 'someone' about something' that will officially make that 'someone ' sad . Hopefully that 'someone' won't be sad for a lifetime . Now i just gotta think on how i'm gonna start the conversation .

2010-02-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

Sorry , proper post ..

So school huh ? Fun. But there was this particular moment , i was a little oppressive to one of my classmate but wait , there's reasons behind it all. Firstly , She was too proud of herself and she thinks she's doing everything right which obviously is not .. Secondly , she was way beyond the limit and i was sleepy on that day and somehow it affect my temper/anger . So i mumbled under my breath just to relent the anger i'm feeling ..

Despite the fact of being fuming , discontent or whatever .. There was that certain point of time when i felt emotional because of a dumb stupid thang but perky cause of something wonderful that happened and which fortunately made me frantic at school the next day (:

Rather than the feeling of ' frantic ' , i felt squirm as well . The feeling of people eyeballing at you is so annoying the most annoying thing is that they are just immature kids trying to act big in school .. and one of them have a imaginary boyfriend HAHA , great sense of humour man . And oh , this person i mean this group of girls happens to be the most hated girls on school this yr and i believe everyone in my school hates this girls for the same reason :D It'll be great if you guys can grasp what i'm trying to say :D

Oh well , can we just skip that annoying part ? So , i'm not sure how s.a.k.a.d.s eng proj work will end up but hopefully my classmates will enjoy the video as much as we did :D

And as for today , watched ' my tutor friend 2 ' with family . Everyone should watch it ! so funny :D Park Ki Wong is so handsome you knowwwwwww so cute , mineminemineminemineee , mine only not yours :P

And before i end this post , i hope z will have an everlasting r/s with his beloved gf :'D

2010-02-06T14:47:00.002+08:00

Hola everybody ! This post will probably turn out long cause i've not been updating for a few days and the reason is because my computer is temporarily ' unokay ' now , so i will have to wait for saturdays until it's my turn to play my sister laptop so yeah finally i've got the chance to play it since my brother has been playing it since noon -.- . OKay , shall stop complaining and start blogging cause the battery is running low ! shit . idiot . Let's talk about school first and school equals to perfectly fine eventhough fadhil , khabir and gang is always irritating -.- I think i did well for every lessons excluding science -.- I think mr goh hates me now haha ! I was his fav student last year and i just don't know what has happened to him this year haha , what can i say ? this year is not my lucky year i guess :D And on tuesday ? i think . Being a supportive friend , accompanied hua yi soccer team to support them battling with jurongville at tanglin's soccer field . Hua yi didn't won , as usual , but still proud of them :D and i saw azhar and akyd .. kinda of lame ah he now unlike azhar very friendly like me cheychey ! AND I SAW WAN ! captain ah he ? i also dont know ah .. wednesday and thurday as per normal . I find friday the awesome-est day ever :P Mother tongue was the same as what i had predict-ed worst mother tongue lesson ever .. scolding and lecture .. and explaining on how to do mother tongue homework oh wait when we were on our way to malay class , something that i never knew would ever happen , happened :O for those of you who know then you know lah lol . Recess time was always my favourite :P cause i have the chance to disturb syahidah with zul and zul will start laughing and his cute teeth will start pop-ing :D / :P so sweet sey you too :P fated to be together seyy ! xD And as i expected those immature sec 1 girls will start staring at us and whispering something to each other .. So what else could my bestf and i do ? sit and stare ? of course we decided to have a word with them . And the fact becomes upside down , the same answer over and over again ' no lah where got ' nonsense , believe me intuition keeps telling me that you're lie-ing -.- .. so let's forget that and skip to going home part shall we ? Went to ikha's house after school and chat-ed with shohlihin , woah , so proud of him you know ! okay lah tired alrd bye

2010-01-27T17:40:00.003+08:00

Just talk to your soul

Today was probably the bestest day of my life , *clears throat * . Glad to know that isshafiq has changed his mind of changing school and of course noisy as always having him back , with his lame jokes and loud laugh haha . Recess time was probably the funniest ! So this kid , Azirah was so excited when she thought isshafiq reallyreally asked for her number and she even took out her phone hahahah , oh puhleasee HAHA . Oh wait , did i mention that this Azirah and her friends are just pathetic losers , much miserable than losers . You guys should see their goodbye shake hahahah ! damn funny i tell you . Oh hello lah ? who are they to say , action sey who are they to say tk menyusahkan krg pe ? Memang ah , tapi menyusahkan kau pe , bebual blkg org je tau , tkd chance nk experience bbl depan muke . Kan penat menyimpan rahsia -.- Puhlease lah , you're just kids for heaven sake you guys are still in the state of immature -.- so shut up k , thanks. Before i forget , this z -.- prangai sial , gi mampus kay kau .. bye Okay skip all that , i'm freaking happy now :P okay byebye ! M M M M M M M BYE

2010-01-26T18:44:00.003+08:00

Problem solve-D

Thank God i managed to do my math test , please get atleast one or two wrong , hope so . Finally yes finally , i'm thankful to have someone thoughtful like you to understand my situation if only i knew how thoughtful you are i wouldn't have said those words to you but this is fate so this is how it goes we just gotta bare with it * smiles * So this is how the story goes and i believe i've made the right choice to leave everything behind and this is just the beginning of the chapter , our life is like a story we write the story not wait for words to appear , it's that every risk , heartache , obstacle that we should treasure most and this is my story , beginning of the new me chey bah new me seyy . Rather than i let two hearts ache i rather leave them both :D And rather than see me cry again and again i rather see myself moving on and be happy with my two best buddies ! Okay so end of problem . I'm just not satisfied with this girl you know , tkd originality , MEREPEK k bye

2010-01-25T18:07:00.002+08:00

hi , i'm happy you happy ? i'm happy cause i can see that my bestf is happy :D a bestf is willing to risk anything to make her bestf happy ! And the best is what you deserve who is ..... oh yknow who :D And i'm willing to forget everything just to see you happy ! bare that in mind ! :D And syahidah , i don't think you're okay but surely hope you are !

2010-01-23T12:56:00.002+08:00

Finallyyyy ! i'm done reading twelve long months the story = AWESOMEEEEE so sweeeeeeeettttt , i can feel the embrace when that dude is hugging that girl :P HAHA wth aisyah WAH YOU GUYS SHOULD READ IT fuuuuun kay bye

2010-01-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

I finally realize i'm actually in love with someone else . Don't mind if i publicize it here ? . So the big deal is that i've been giving someone high hopes despite the fact that i already told my cousin i'm not ready i was so stupid to make that move .. wait , what's the point anyway for me to tell my cousin ? she was not even giving some hopes but forces me to go ahead instead . wait it's not all her fault , i was the one who made the decision so ... so you know lah .. The matter of fact is that i already know i'm not loving him whole heartedly due to my past r/s i admit lah i was so stupid to go ahead . Okay i shall stop saying im stupid cause i'm not . This is all reality so we gotta face it , no matter how hard the obstacle is we're still gonna overcome it it's just the matter of being strong and not giving up ! Maybe i should runaway from loveeee runrunrun , and be strong you know . actually right , i'm inlove with .. that someone who gave me some really 'wake up ' advices :P still i prefer my past r/s BUT BUT , i shall not go back to that day , insya'allah BYE

2010-01-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

i was listening to ungu kekasih gelapku then i saw this person comment ' kekasih ku gelap , dissapear ' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! KEKEK GILE SAK PECAH PERUT SIAAA , KRG PAHAM TK ? HAHAHAHAH NONSENSE

2010-01-20T19:02:00.003+08:00

As you can see , i've deleted all my random post i probably felt hyper at that moment . Haha . So lately , bestf and i have been seeing Ehsan , Aini , Fahmie and the all you know . Very adorableeee . Not to forget ! i saw ehsan on my way home just now ! i was jumping like crazy , like haven't see him for ages padehalpadehal . hahahaha ! As for my saturday and sunday went to Chalet at Pasir ris , to be specific at Elias rd . Yes , it was definitely a moment for me to treasure always :D . The chalet was filled with all of my cousins along with zye , myrah , eyrah , nurul , ilah and syawal ni smue kwnkwn iza . So i didn't bothered to entertain them cause as you know it's a FAMILY gathering after all not a friends hang out day lol . So since i had nothing better to do , i entertained this 3 boys ' aidil , fitri , khairul ' smue cutestuff punyeeee . hahaha kay stop it . School has been pretty tiring as usual .. i've been sleeping at class shitz .. excluding today , PE was awesomezxz ! PLAYED SOCCEEEEEEEEEER WOOOOOOOO , i scored a GOAAAAAAAAAAAL YAY ! i think the score was 7 - 1 or 6 - 1 SABRAN NYE SCORE FUH - LER - MAK CANTIK . k da bye

2009-12-31T21:46:00.002+08:00

Heyhohiheha , hello people , i'm feeling a little bit down now . And this person who is currently singing nearby my block ' ps auntie , your voice suckz so shut the fcuked up ' getting on my nerves sia -.- New year gi taubat sana , memekak . 2009 was a splendid year , didn't expect it to move on so fast . There were alot of laughters this year rather thn studying till you grow white hair , hehe . But still , i hope the marks i get was enough to make my family happy :D . Gonna have to study hard next year , pull my socks up high . Hopefully , i can make it to exp * please , please * and that would probably make my parents reallyreally happy , i think so ? Besides , my sister is going to Boston next year to continue her studies there for a month plus , i can't follow -.- i wish to but i can't cause she's with her cliques . So hopefully , she'll be happy when she knows i've put in extra effort for 2010 and strive for the best ^^ insya'allah . And thanks to my caring , lovable and cute bestfriend for always being there for me ! I always knew that IT WAS YOU THAT HELPED ME MOVED ON LAH , EVERY MEANINGFUL WORDS YOU SAID NO MATTER HOW HURTFUL ATLEAST IT MAKES SOME SENSE ! I ONLY TOOK SOME TIME TO KNOW YOU WERE THE ONE LAH SORRY LAH . THANK YOU VERY MUCH LAH :D not to forget fathini khairiah and suffiyan AND ALSO SHIFA !! I MISS YOU LAH ! okay i feel better now

2009-12-29T16:09:00.001+08:00

hi , i love my two blogsongs so touching . crying already ! LOL

2009-12-28T09:47:00.002+08:00

SEZAIRI WOOOON YAAAY ! HE DESERVES IT LIKE HELL LOTZ CAUSE HE SANG AMAZINGLY YESTERDAY ^^ AND MY 15 VOTES WASN'T A WASTE AT ALL ! YAAAAAAAY SEZAIRI !!

2009-12-27T00:29:00.004+08:00

I just wish life could be a happy lane infact i always pray everynight just to tell god how much i suffered and just to tell god how agonized i'm feeling and i accept every obstacle god gave me to face no matter how hard or easy it is , i only pray for him to give me the strength to overcome all that. Life is so miserable , i'm trying to make every move a happy one feeling no regrets when i'm making that move . But everytime i take 'the' move everything just doesn't seem to turn out right, you know how it feels ? I don't blame my mum nor my dad for making my life miserable i finally realize how much they suffered too . This wouldn't have happened if my sister had an attitude like this . Her attitude makes everyone suffer most importantly me , my mum and dad . I must say life is definitely an ease without her i wouldn't regret saying that cause I've never seen her playing a part as a sister .. Has she ever fulfill her promises ? Has she fulfill the promise of changing ? . I read her diary yes is aw everything , including her plans for 2009 my first impression was like , thanks god .. she's changing for the better and then what the hell -.- You spent your money mostly on cigarettes until you don't have time to pay any attention to _____ and importantly your own mother that suffered 9 months taking good care of you until you're in good health . Your money doesn't cost anything , just a little time for your mother isn't that just so simple ? you couldn't care less about her nor your own _____ . You should be the one treating her with your hard earn money cause she spend her time on your _____ damn dont you just how tiring it is ? how much she suffered ? you wont even bother dont cha ? -.-cause the only thing you do is , go to work , come back home , eat , smoke , sleep then wait for your boyf's call . PIECE OF SHIT .

2009-12-27T00:18:00.003+08:00

it's almost 12.30 now and i can't sleep despite the fact that i literally slept at 3 am yesterday -.- . i wish i could text my bestfriend or something ! so bored . i wanna top up my prepaid ! singapore idol finalz are like tmrw ??? !! i have to vote for SEZAIR PEOPLE , TEN VOTES IF THAT'S ENOUGH TO MAKE HIM THE NEXT SG IDOL ! PLEASE OH PLEASE

2009-12-26T11:01:00.007+08:00

People this days just have no sense of having their own originality -.- . First time stepped in school display that innocent look just to attract each an everyones attention . And then i even remembered that you turned to me and my bestfriend when you were having some problems with your friends -.- . And then now woaah , cool yknow . Typinq darh larh kiyut naq ikutikut ahqu pulaq . Aaisyah kaulitz hanya shatu ohkaes . HAHA , hypocrite siaa . Please ah , what an embarrassment sia , yes i know lah you're fierce you know all kinds of people kan? tapi memalukan originality aku sendiri je kau -.- . Plish ahq ehq , shtop it shey , irritating shey . getting on my nerves sheey . PLISH AH MYNAHS HAVE SOME ORIGINALITIES AH KAY .

And another one , thinks that she's very pretty -.- . i don't get it , firstly she turns the story upside down when actually the one to be blame is she , her own self -.- . it's her fault for making the r/s not a successfull one . When all along her boyfriend is faithful to her she plays behind his back and go out with other guys holding hands -.- . I don't mind if you're saying someone is a hypocrite but i really mind if you say someone is a hypocrite when you yourself is too . Once in a while you just gotta face that mirror and see deep within who you really are which is a _ _ kid that has so much things to learn rather thn going around fooling with innocent boyz heart , alright kiddo ? take my advice . like my friend , rawi used to say to me ... yp HAHA kay lol

And another one , hypocrite rabak -.-

maybe i should stop talking about this , maybe i should trust no one in the mean time excluding my awesome bestfriend who accompanied me with some jokes ytd night hehehehe !

DI MANA ADE ORG GILE DI SITU ADE ORG CUTESTUFF RMBR XD ?

2009-12-26T10:19:00.001+08:00

i slept at 3 AM and woke up at 9 -.- so i decided to continue doing the things i've been doing lately ' shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' !

2009-12-25T14:38:00.001+08:00

BARU HABIS TNGK SUARA KEKASIH , MAKK I , TOUCHING SIOO XD . ENDING BUAT ORANG TERSENYUM2 SENDIRI SIA -.- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2009-12-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hey , it's already 10.01 .. i feel so sick right now .

i'm tired .. bye :'( .

2009-12-24T13:41:00.002+08:00

i will not text/chat/otp with anybody but only if they start a convo with me first then i'll entertain them kay . FYI .

i did smth special .. but i think it's just a waste of time ...

2009-12-22T10:29:00.005+08:00

My favvvv

cool ah xD

Yesterday was awesome ! Bestf and her lil sister came over to my house . We had a * absolutely awesome fun * day . Since we haven't had our breakfast , I COOKED for all three of us =

Sausage
Fish nuggets
french fries

Yummmyyy , nicee yknoww ^^ . After that , played the laptop for awhile . Listening to that idiot singing A1 - like a rose all the way xD . After that camwhore and stuff . At 2 plus , we had nothing better to do so we ' prank call ' mostly everyone in our phonebook . So funny yknow . A stupid lego guy can ask ' ni boy ke girl ? ' OH BAPUK LAH XD . And this dude , called us back and started the convo with ' Woi ' trus senyap , cool ah . A whole lot of jokes but i forget alrd ! OH ! THE SALAH NUMBERR ! HAHAHAHA PECAH PERUT SIA

Leaving alwayz drives me crazy

2009-12-19T08:52:00.003+08:00

I'm awake , 8 o'clock is the time now -.- .Since i have nothing to do , i turned on my sister laptop . Blog-hopped for awhile since there was nothing interesting .. sign in into facebook and viewed some of my friend's profile . While browsing through this particular person's picute and also listening to my first blog song , tears start dripping . And i was like what the hell -.- . Tears were flowing real fast like they were not let out from my eyes for so many years . Well maybe cause I've not been crying for decades cause i finally got over myself and you = someone . Then i finally realize that i am strong , only that there's always a day or two that you have to let out your tear and go back to memory lane and just learn from your mistakes . I'm always keeping a thought of ' never let history repeat itself ' and i never fail to do it again -.- i d k why but maybe it's just part of karma ' but I'll just have to keep on waiting for the right one . it may take a long time but I'll just keep on waiting ^^ and when that day comes i am so sure that I'll be the happiest kid alive cause I've been waiting for it for a life time . But y'know , it's worth waiting cause the prize is great , awesome :D yayy I'm smiling :D !

I miss shifa :'( she'll be coming home todayy yeaahhh !

2009-12-18T10:50:00.002+08:00

It's 11 am now , time passes real quick today . Cause usually i'll wake up at 8 just to go to the toilet and i'll sleep again but this time i woke up at 9.30 :D . Just a moment ago , my brother went to work . His friend which me and my mum name-d him as ' kapal ' since we don't know his name arrive with his motorbike to fetch my brother .

Mum ; Aisyah!! kau nk tngk kau nye kapal tk ?!!
Aisyah ; MANEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mum ; sini cpat ! die kt bawaa .
Aisyah ; * runs to the kitchen * took a glance outside the window *
eh mak ! kapal tng tngk atas lahh ! * paiseh look *
Mum : HAHAH da jodoh
Aisyah : mepek je .

HAHA , nonsense kay . My mum hopes a whole lot for me to be with him :P so funny . Okay , i'll admit , he is cutee :P . He has a dimple so cute yknoooooooooooooow ! wth aisyah nonsense ! my mum made me so obsessed with him -.- aiyaaa xD And just yesterday when my family and i were watching this show ,

Aisyah : bibir die hot eh
asyura : kau ni tngk bibir org je
aisyah : biarkn ah
mum : mcm kapal kn
aisyah : A'AH MAK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA , nonsense !

This few days i've been watching disney channel LOL ! just to see what movie they were playing and ytd show was WALL - E so cute yknoooooowww ! And i've been entertaining abg yan while his girlfriend is busy working :D . My mum will be going today and my bestfriend will be coming to my house on monday yaayyy ! bye

2009-12-15T10:50:00.001+08:00

David henrie and selena gomez = so cute together :D they're a great couple ! and plus , i love them both ALOT !!!

2009-12-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

People change so fast just like a blink of an eye yknowyknowyknoooooooooooooow ? My online buddies for e.g what the heck , one of them SAYANG DA jadi CYG -.- Shahrul the one that alwayz send me nudge/s whenever i online now change eversince he has a girlfriend HELLO PEOPLE FRIENDS SHOULD BE TREASURE-D OKAY ! Except for Nawawi , still friendly although he is a ' boring dude ' LOL ! He changed to i think ! His so called ' alim ' face is no longer that alim eversince he dyed his hair ' GOLDEN ' WOAAH , colour striking ah brother . Nevermind lah , youu muaa friend :D wthwth . Not to forget , my classmatez excluding the rest except SABRAN AND KHABIR unreliable friends and getting more irritating i think syabri is better -.- let's just hope fadhil is still the old him ! :O let's see what happens when school reopens , unexpectedly fadhil will come to school with ankle sockz , dickies bag and rambut mcm isshafir :O woaaaaaaah , skali tu ikhaa pn terpikat eh xD LUCKILY MY BESTFRIEND TK CHANGE EH , AMIN

And i just got a shocking news :'( MokKeyck passed away :'( You guys may find it weird for me to cry over a hamster but they are the bestest , cutest hamsteeeeeeeer ! I miss the times when i cuddle it and pinch Mok's nose :'( Well , they are placed at a better place :D And shifa , be strong alrightsz !

WALAU ! BUNCH OF DUDES PLAYING SOCCER NEARBY MY BLOCK SOCCER FIELD SO DAMN NOISY LAH AND FOR GOD SAKE IT'S ALRD 9.30 ! SO SHUT UP ! -.- nak makimaki pikir fierce ah brother ? -.- so lame laaaaah , da tahu nk main bola abeh pakai sluar jeans .. cool ?

2009-12-14T09:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not posting for _ days . I'm busy doing housework { saturday and sunday } I've been a good girl these dayz just to lessen my mum's burden LOL . Not only have i been doing housework but i have been playing games since the day i came back from Sengkang (!) hehe . ' BIKEEN TAIKKSSZZ ' Yknow i know { right kak-fatin ? :P } Playing games also include games at facebook : I've been spending my time cleaning my pet and earning money $$ . My mum will be going to 'Terrenganu eh ? ' On Friday night so there will only be me , my sisterz and my brother . ANYWAY ! my brother bought a new phone lah ! Idiot ! IPHONE AND IT ONLY COST 368 SINGAPORE MONEY .. why you never buy 2 abg why ? you very richhhhhhhhhhh whauttt !!!! Okay , why am i mad LOL .

What a surprise .. my bestf is having some problems and i don't know anything . I am so useless like how my mum used to say . I'm sorry . I'm sorry for being that way , i'm sorry for not doing or being what a bestf should be . SORRY UTTERLY !

You see , i've been spending my time playing games , watching teevee , doing housework for atleast a week and i think that's better thn spending your time on useless boys . To me , boys that are so heartless should just be put aside with senseless things cause they are just that senseless as those things . It's not god's fault that life turns out to be upside down cause god gave us the oppurtunity to lead our life the way we want with different paths . And if your life happens to be sad or a disaster it's up to you to change it and lead a happy life . You see girls , it's time for you to put guys aside and just live life to the fullest and what's more is that you are still young and you have years to live . Starting a r/s when your 13 doesn't mean you can finish it till your a hundred years old ? Unless the guy is faithful . I'm gonna say this with no doubt , girls fall in love easily . So they'll get easily inlove when a guy says some sweet words to weaken us . But theres a lot of guyszz out there so from 13 - 100 you'll find so many guys . You'll just have to bare with it . Everytime you fall , you'll learn . And you'll become stronger . Then you'll find your true love . It's just that , now it's not the time . Now is just the time for you to live life to the fullest and enjoy it . LIVE IT UP BABEEEEEEEEE

2009-12-11T15:01:00.002+08:00

HAHA i'm laughing my ass out -.-

They play a part as a TYPICAL mats and minahs . They have eyebrows like mac donald some don't even have eyebrows LOL ! Mats think they are pretty ( belum tngk lagi tanpa make up ) . They end their name with star , spade , ace and all kinds of things HAHA . Does that make them FIERCE ? lol , i don't think so ..They think , they have the newest , coolest styles like jades and starstar t-shirts and all kinds . They think , things can be solved if they act brutal-ly . The moment they find fault with someone , they'll call up their BACK UPS xD . Like how my friend told me >

Khabir

nak step fierce,nak jadi gangster.padahal gangster relek,dorang yang melebih

LOL

But in the end , drg jugak yg takut sendiri xD .

2009-12-10T09:30:00.003+08:00

Tell me what you do as a mum ? i bet you're not even suit to be called a mum . 24 hours on the phone haven't you realize ? Don't you have the feeling of compassion towards anyone or atleast your daughter ?pffft , what a useless piece of shit . not my mum , this mum .... yknow who ..

sometimes when you feel weak , stop feeding the fire . Just let it burn .

2009-12-09T10:03:00.005+08:00

She might just be 10 years old but she's veryveryvery sweet maybe sweeter thn any sweet talker ( pfft ) . She made me a special video and i find it so sweet . Early in the morning i signed in my facebook and saw this video and the caption was >

" Shifa Lutfiyah : i made this video just for u bcos i dont want u to be sad and if u miss me you can wacth this video ok. ;] bye "

Ain't it suuweeeeeet ? :') . I remembered the times when i was sad it was ' Shifa ' that brighten up my day . I'll treasure her till forever and i promise that every moment spent with her will be remembered , you guys will be the witness . If i ever break this promise , only fate will know what will happen . I apologise for any foolish / stupid mistake i did to you . Any brutal things i did that hurt you . I've just realized how important you are to me and i hope you will forgive everysingle harsh things i did to you :') I'm sorry for having the thought that ' since you are a kid , i can fool you around ' that was last time okay . And i apologise ! If god didn't make me realize it would be a big mistake for me , cause you're the bestest god damn thing someone should treasure :D Even if you're irritating at times :P here's the video !

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=feed&story_fbid=105905179422151&id=1089259652
A must watch :D

Not to forget her precious sister and also my precious bestfriend ! THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ! PICKING ME UP DURING MY DOWNFALLS !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTAAAAAAAAAA ! YOU STILL OWE ME ALOT OF THINGS . BYE

And anyway , ytd was supposed to be my one month ! HAHA , heck care ah . I don't even rmbr HAHA . i'm gonna smile veryvery widely for shifaa :D

I would be crazy to say that we were perfect . And sometimes I was wondering if it was worth it But now I see, how could you run from me? And everytime I drive by your apartment I get this overwhelming urge to walk in And see your face and to be in that place all over again .
But no longer , i'm gonna forget about me and you .

2009-12-07T17:56:00.002+08:00

LAME - O

What you are trying to say that you are so proud to have a famous 'someone' as your cousin -.- . Tell you whaatt , that doesn't make you well known nor famous . What an idiot are you ? Only like them cause they are famous .. sekali tu bebual pun tk pernah nk mane nye big fcuk -.- . I wanna show off a little too can ? I wanna be like you for a moment , YAY ! I AM SO PROUD SEY . I ADE SEDARE MCM TAUFIK BATISAH , TAPI SEDARE JAUH LAH ! SEDARE SAYE RAPAT NGN BAIHAIKI TAU ! MASIH TU KITE JUMPE DIE ! SO PROUD SEY ADE ORG MCM GITU ! HAHAHA lameshit ah peeparl . I have a cousin name fathini khairiah , and i'm proud to call her my cousin although she is not famous , what's the big deal people of being famous or not -.- I am proud to have a cousin like her cause i know she'll pick me up when i'm down . Not to forget her lil sister , always there for me through the sad times . She even gave me a sticker and she said that when i'm said , take a look at the sticker and rmbr her . How sweet is that ? Nonsense ah you all .. -.-

2009-12-07T11:42:00.005+08:00

NICE AH HER HAIR !

Outside the house

iloveher vvmuch

> LOL

> carpak on our way to PASTAMANIA

Holaaa everybody ! I'm back from AMK :D

On the 5Th December 09 which is on the Saturday , My uncle who is Iza's father treat us to pastamania . ( us includes me ,shifa, (kak) fatin and elly ,and iza ) . My stomach almost burst and Shifa can no longer zip/button her pants * HA HA HAA * After that , it was already 12.30+ so we thought to go for a ghost hunt :O . We went to ' wak hassan ? ' This place used to be a village but no longer . It's located at Sembawang . The place was so deep , but at the end , there was this ' Mosque ' veryvery pretty . Not to mention , my uncle and iza saw ' something ' They saw something white passed by . * freak out * Then we went to seletar and then Thomson , nothing . Thought of going to punggol but it was already 1 AM . Nenek was already asleep when we reach home , so we have no idea how we are gonna go in . So we ate the cake that uncle bought for iza . TASTY YKNOW !

2009-12-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

ignore my tired and sleepy face xD

die cute gile , abg die lagi cute . Not to forget , he stepped fierce xD

I MISS SHIFA !

I'm gonna ask my bestf some opinions first before i say something that unfortunately (you ) will get pissed at . Haven't said that i'm still not satisfied . Ni lah manusia ' da kutukkutuk org tu atlast dngn die jugak ' pffffffffft . Since imma good person , i should just mind my own business
and keep my thoughts to myself . Oh ya ! tmrw will be Faliq's birthday ( my bestfnye abg tercinta lah tu :P ) I hope that you will get well from ur stage one _____ ( inside joke ) XD Okay now , i'm gonna entertain you with this overdue pictures !

2009-12-03T20:42:00.001+08:00

CUTE LA KN XD
new moon best nk mampus , hopefully my bestf will be blogging abt it , i have no mood ! all my pic/s kena delete .. .

I LOVE TAYLOR LAUTNER
ILOVETOMKAULITZ
ILOVEDOMINIC !!

2009-12-03T17:38:00.004+08:00

idiots , such idiots . I'm pissed off , totally i tell you . C'mon ah , have at least a lil bit originality ? You're still 12 don't act so MATURE <> Hold on , people or even guys may think you are matured even though you are just 12 cause your grammar or should i say eng is bril-li-ant -.- cause basically you copied it from someone older thn you which happens to be me you idiot . And fuck ya , everything i say here , somehow has a similarity to what you usually blog about -.- . I'm sucha fool to judge you just base on you appearance but c'mon ah attitude from then to now still like shitzxz . I don't get the point that you want someone else to change for the better when you , yourself can't make it with your useless , senseless piece of shit ATTITUDE . Please ah , i'm not stupid , it's like when i say ' jbsjklbhvjkh ' a moment later you do the same thang , idiot . I'm not being selfish or whuaatt but c'mon you guys will feel irritated too once someone intend to clone you and pretending that she or he didn't clone you . Well i don't mind if this is like the first ? But this is the GAZILION TIME . Pfft , i'm done elaborating on a bitch like cha . Before i end this post , new moon best nk mampus :D bye ( i'll update more tmrw with pictures ! )

I LOVE DOMINIC

2009-12-03T09:37:00.003+08:00

I am almost certain that i will be sleeping over at grandma's house on FRIday provided that dad will send me there . I assume that something great is gonna happen cause yknow why ? there's (kak) fatin & elly , iza , shifa (?) AND OF COZ ME ! XD I'm so sure that grandma will be shocked to see us , * will be a surprise * kay good , confirm kecoh . Yesterday sg idol was a big shock for me , charles out :'( . Sezairi stays (!) When will it be time for tabitha to go home ? The judges are getting on my nerves . Obviously , they want a girl / a chinese ? to win this competition by giving bad remarks to sezairi so that the fans will stop voting him and he will be out . If that happens , i will stop watching sg idol okaay , cause i hate sylvia and tabitha , can't you see that sylvia is being / acting innocent ? -.- I like the old her , the one when she first step into sg idol . And if , Sezairi happens to win HAHA , serve you right , the malays won sg idol 3 years straight baybeh ^^ Okay bye

I LOVE DOMINIC

2009-12-03T09:04:00.000+08:00

i love dominic

bye

2009-12-02T13:52:00.005+08:00

one of my fav indo songs :D

watching new moon with bestf tmrw ! yessa :D

i was reading my old blog , archieves . Damn , funny or whuaatt -.- Still , i find it weird cause the p6 batch for this year still call me by the name of kak _y_y *giggles * okay so whatever ,i bloghopped and nmpknye ade org tu tngh 'teamwork ah ' lame -.- . bye , i want to chat with fathil , mahadhir and adil . best nk mampus chat ngn drg LOL . TYPICAL AH TYPICAL HAHA LOL
( ah in between tk perlu .. )

I LOVE MY BESTF , THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME YTD NIGHT :D YOU HAVE my THANKS . and you are cute la :P

see i put bigbig yknow

2009-11-29T00:49:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep although it's already 1am maybe cause there's too much thing in my mind that i need to let out . The kid in the picture above has been the one entertaining me when her sister is out .When i'm with her , i said' shifa , kak sad ah ' repeatedly and then she will say ' kak jangan sad ' and then later , we will do something that will officially make me happy * smiles widely * . So today i'm gonna be happy , no more tears i'll do it for the sake of shifa to show her how greatful i am to havea lil cuz like you (: . So basically , i'm not yet asleep cause i've been thinking about ' boysboysboys ' . I know you girl/s have almost the same problem as me , agree ? Lack of sleep , always crying and stuff . Cause why ? we believe too much of their words which makes no sense . I know some of the boys experienced this too but imma girl so imma talk about what i feel only LOL . Cause i believed everything you said , cause i gave you all my love , cause i gave you all of me , cause i felt betrayed , cause i have no more trust towards boys , cause im outta love , cause i'm lack of my old me i'm gonna start a whole a new beginning from now on , i know i'm strong enough to do this cause i know i have the greatest peer/s and cuz :D . And when the right time comes , justin bieber will come to fix my broken heart :P not to forget TOM KAULITZ

2009-11-28T17:40:00.000+08:00

http://www.letouthere.blogspot.com/
VIDEOS ARE OUT ! NOVEMBER 25
haha enjooooooy , tau ah suare tk sedap . penat gile siooo.

2009-11-27T23:38:00.003+08:00

I say it's for the best , then why am i crying ?

Cause i'm never happy with how things go and maybe that's the reason for me to cry at times without any reason . I find myself stupid though there were part it was i that made the mistake/s . I wanna change , please god please . Give me the strength to fulfill this task . I'm tired of being sick , my heart is in pain , it's almost dying , it's tired being hurt all day , being scold at everyday . I can't work when there's all this screaming that's why i prefer being around my cuz and friends cause i find my true-self .. well at times , somethings that i wish i must not say i'll say cause i don't know how to hold it back , there's too much thing/s filled in my mind i can't bare to fill another . I've cried infront of my bestf a few times cause my emotions were just too strong so tell me how can i hold it back ? Cause mum is always screaming , Sister is being/acting innocent to put me in blame . If something is wrong , the first to be blame is me , mum says imma trouble maker , will you be sad ? i-d-k .. When mum gets angry at sis , she'll never show it instead she'll show her temper towards me all on me of cos i'm stressed ouuuut lah . I've strived for the best and i d k what else my mum want . I know she no longer can control her temper after her operation but the screaming happened even before .. sad .. i'm just not worth it in her world

2009-11-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI ! okay today was absolutely fun . My lil cousin has gone crazy over Tokio Hotel ( Bill Kaulitz ) bcause of me :PP ain't am being a great cousin :D and she made me go crazy over JUSTIN bieber ! awwww so cuteeeeee leehh ! Shifa and i kept singing one of tokio hotel's song that irritated her sister :P nyahaha ! nicee yknoww . Since shifa is asked to do this and that , i asked her to do this ' kay shifa , klau drang nk air , shifa suruh drng ckap : tokio hotel rocksxz ' HAHA so funnnnnnneeh lah . Fathini and i made our very own ' official music video ' of berkuman * giggles * will be uploaded soon ( you guys will se how stoink my face is ) * HA HA * . But we went home so early :( This year was kinda bored , although i spent so much time with classmates and bestf i wish i could have the same fun with my cousinzxz *sobs* haha abeh sob eh :P okaaay , i'm so sleeepayeee . Rahman ( aman ) will be going to surabaya tmrw , have a safe and fun trippppppppppp :D OH ! AND I SAW ACAP LIL'S BRO , cute like the brother . LOL

2009-11-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

Currently at my cousin's house , Sengkang (: . Had fun ytd nice , singing like hell i lost my voice tday :( Suare rock ah babeeeeeeeeee ! rock never dies , like shifa said HAHA . I was utterly sad ytd but then my beloved fathini khairiah and shifa made my daaay ^^ You wanna see ? i upload it asap :P

2009-11-21T17:41:00.002+08:00

Waaaaaaaalaaaau , he very tall siaaa . Shouldn't have ____ him lah stupid ah you aisyah . haha okay wth , mayb going to sentosa with beloved fathini khairiah tmrw !And anyway , i was watching one of the tokio hotel's vid , it was the twins birthday . Bill was crying and it is bcause tom kaulitz said that ' the bestest gift i've ever received came 10 minutes after i was born ' ain't my boyfriendd suuuuuuuuweeet ! :P even i cried , it was so touching :') okay bye ! ilove tom kaulitz & taylor lautner !! bye